Monday, November 7, 2011

Latest Reads & Changes to come

To all my fellow readers. Though I have not posted in a while I have been reading. In fact I just finished two books this week which were great reads.

1. Lost on Planet China by J. Maarten Troost
I enjoyed the authors sarcasm and witty thoughts in regards to his trip throughout China. In actuality, though there is much humor in this book, there is much fact. That I can attest to because I've been there and seen some of what he talks about. It is also a sad read in that China has has a terrible history and the present is not all that much better. Overall, they are a nation that simply does not look at the big picture when making decisions. If you would like to learn about current Chinese culture and some history this is a great read.

2. The Atonement Child by Francine Rivers
A friend of mine lent me some of Rivers books and this was the first I devoured. I can't say it was one of my favorite reads, but it was good. It primarily dealt with the topic of abortion and how devastating it can be for all parties involved. It is not a happy go lucky read. It is a hard read dealing with harsh realities of life and death. It is a good read for todays day and age. Just yesterday I opened the paper and read an article dealing with the issue of abortion. This is not an issue that will go away as long as their are people still fighting for the rights of the unborn. And I hope that will always be the case.

As far as the changes to come, I am planning on re-vamping this particular blog site. It will no longer exist as is. I will continue to post book reviews on my other site though so no worries about finding a good book to read. (As if this is any help at all anyway). I will be re-launching a new blog site dealing with advocacy and human rights issues. I'll let you know when it's up and going. Thanks for being faithful followers!

Saturday, August 20, 2011

The Priest's Graveyard

The Priest's Graveyard
by Ted Dekker


Another thriller from Dekker that keeps you on the edge of your seat. I couldn't put it down. And as always, it never ends how you expect.

This novel brings up some interesting philosophical thoughts. Is it right to kill someone sometimes? Of course not an innocent person. But what if there was a very powerful individual who had lots of money and therefore could buy off the justice system? What if they did terrible things to kids and women? What if they killed and got away with it? Is it right to kill them since the "law" is not working? This was an interesting thought and I can honestly say that a small part of me wanted to say, "Yes. They deserve to die."

But, alas, I know that is not the truth and in all logic would lead to chaos. Because after all, who am I to judge? I deserve death as well. But I have been given grace and need to trust the Judge to do His job. We will all be judged eventually. Nonetheless, it is a very intriguing question to explore and that is pretty much the theme of this book.

If you like suspense and justice this is the book for you. If you can handle a few deaths and a little bit of graphic violence the question explored is one of love and grace vs. judgement. Are we ruled by the law? Or by grace and love? Maybe this a question we all deal with everyday if we are honest. Care to explore?

The Help

The Help
by Kathryn Stockkett

Unlike the last New York Times bestseller I read, this book was actually wonderful! I can't wait to go see the movie now that I've read the book.

This fantastic story deals with issues of black maids and their white employers in Jackson, Mississippi during the civil rights movement. While it doesn't highlight every type of relationship or horrific thing that went on it deals with enough. It's a great reminder of this era of history. In my mind it also shows the foolishness of thinking any one human is better than another whether that is due to race, religion or personality type.

I loved that the book was about a writer. Well, two writers actually. It sparked my desire to write yet again and showcased the power of the written word. I was inspired by these women who risked so much to write something that needed to be written. Would I do the same? Would I risk my life to say something that needed to be said? I'm not sure how to answer that question to be honest.

I highly recommend this read! Though it deals with some serious and tough things it does so with clarity and humor. You will laugh and cry and get angry, but in the end maybe you too will be inspired.

Tuesday, August 9, 2011

No Longer a Slumdog

No Longer a Slumdog
by K.P. Yohannan

I remember watching Slumdog Millionaire on a plane ride with John. It was intense and I cried a lot. I will never forget the scene where one of the kidnapped boys is blinded so he can make more money as a beggar. It was a horrifying scene and one that I hoped was purely fictional. I was wrong.

While the scene shown in the movie is somewhat drastic and most likely the minority stuff like that does happen in India. Children are kidnapped or sold and forced to beg. Sometimes they are maimed to bring in more income as they illicit more sympathy. I learned about these practices, why they are called slumdogs and much more by reading this book.

K.P. Yohannan is the founder and director of Gospel for Asia. A branch of this mission organization is called Bridge of hope. While his writing showcases the awful conditions many are living in and will probably make you cry, as it did me, it is also a book of hope. There are many stories of how God has used the Bridge of Hope ministry to give these children and their families hope. It’s amazing what God does!

About halfway through the book I came home from work and told John that I wanted to adopt all these little ones. That is certainly not a possibility right now but I was happy to find out later in the book that I could “adopt” a child by sponsoring them. So John and I are going to sponsor a child. We haven’t picked one out yet, but I will let you know when we do. Would you join us in “adopting” one of these precious ones?

Sunday, August 7, 2011

I'm a Stranger Here Myself

I'm a Stranger Here Myself
by Bill Bryson


After living in Britain for twenty years, Bill and his family return to America only to discover that life in America has changed somewhat for the better and somewhat not. Writing for a British audience his musings are sometimes harsh on the US. However, much of it is actually warranted and I can't say that I completely disagree with most of it.

His sarcastic, dry humor definitely fits with my perception of British humor and I love his wit as he writes about even the most mundane things from a trip to the post office to pulling out Christmas decorations. Though some of his musings are somewhat dated, (published 1999), many are still somewhat relevant and no less amusing.

He does say a few good things about America. We are a very friendly people apparently. Also thinks Thanksgiving is a great holiday, which I tend to agree with. Some of the things that he harps on about America though deal with our overabundance and how that plays out in too many choices. It also plays out in our desire to try to make everything more convenient because we are as a whole fat and lazy.

One of my favorite chapters in the book though was the one I read aloud to my husband dealing with the subject of baseball. I am not a die hard baseball fan by any means but growing up in Chicago I have a special affinity for the Cubs and they made it in this book. So I will leave you with a few paragraphs in the book that are especially amusing and sadly true. Before this paragraph Bryson discusses the makeup of the baseball leagues in America and how the series works. Enjoy!

"It is all immensely complicated (meaning the way the series works), but essentially it means that practically every team in baseball except the Chicago Cubs gets a chance to go to the World Series.

The Chicago Cubs don't get to go because they never manage to qualify even under a system as magnificently accommodating as this. Often they almost qualify, and sometimes they are in such a commanding position that you cannot believe they won't qualify, but always in the end they doggedly manage to come up short. Whatever it takes - losing seventeen games in a row, letting easy balls go through their legs, crashing comically into each other in the outfield - you can be certain the Cubs will manage it.

They have been doing this, reliably and efficiently, for over half a century. They haven't been in a World Series since 1945. Stalin had good years more recently than that. This heartwarming annual failure by the Cubs is almost the only thing in baseball that hasn't changed in my lifetime, and I appreciate that very much."

Ode to the Cubs.....maybe this year?

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

Chasing Vermeer

Chasing Vermeer
by Blue Balliett


Recommended to me by a friend this kids book was a delight! It reminded me of the kind of book I would have loved reading as a child. Not that I didn't enjoy it now because I very much did. It is charming, intelligent, mysterious, puzzling and keeps your mind alert at all times.

I love thinking and I like books that challenge you. I like puzzles and trying to figure out things. This book had all that and a good story as well. I learned about an artist, Vermeer. I learned about pentominos. I learned about an author, Charles Fort. How all these items are tied together will only be revealed by reading the book and I encourage you to do just that. When a painting on it's way to the Art Institute goes missing a series of seemingly random events points to some strange conclusions about where it may be. Can two kids figure out the puzzle before it's too late?

I can't wait to read the next book in this series.

A Reliable Wife

A Reliable Wife
by Robert Goolrick

Even though this book is a New York Times bestseller, I stay, "Stay away!" A book club I'm a part of decided on this read based on the description on the back. It looked like it would be an intriguing murder mystery. A man takes out and ad in the paper asking for an honest and reliable wife. A woman answers his ad in the hopes of killing him off for his money. 

I suppose that does happen in the book but what the back doesn't tell you is that it is utterly and completely depressing. All the characters are selfish and obsessed with sex and the book leaves not much to imagination in that department. It was a struggle to get through and I am a firm believer that a good writer should leave you wanting to read more not to trudge through to get it over with. This was not a book I wanted to keep reading nor would I recommend it to anyone!

Theodore Boone, Kid Lawyer

Theodore Boone, Kid Lawyer Books 1 &2
by John Grisham


I have actually only read one John Grisham book in my lifetime but I really loved it. When I saw that he had written a kids book I was so excited. I love kids books and a kids series by such an acclaimed author must be good!

I was not let down! I thoroughly enjoyed both books and can't wait for the next one to come out. So much unfinished business to take care of.

These books detail the life of Theodore Boone, kid lawyer. Ok, so a kid can't really be a lawyer, but he somehow finds himself doing just that, or at least advocating for his friends and being someone to come to for advice. His parents are lawyers and he wants to be a lawyer or judge. He finds himself in two different situations in these books that brings up great questions about right and wrong. Sometimes it's not always clear what is the best thing to do. What do you do when someone confides in you about a murder but telling someone could mean that person telling could be in trouble? And what do you do when your best friend goes missing? How far would you go to help?

You will fall in love with this bright, intelligent boy as he navigates the world of school and law.

Star Wars

Yes. Star Wars. My husband has 4 Star Wars books, Episode 2 and 3,Dark Lord the Rise of Darth Vader and The Force Unleashed. I hadn't been to the library in a while and I was getting desperate to read. So even though I was not sure what I would think I decided to give them a try. I mean, I like the movies so the books are usually better right?

Well, I am happy to say, YES! I actually really enjoyed them. The books were very descriptive and it was so much easier for me to focus on the actual story without all the special effects getting in the way. I think I could feel Anakin's pain so much more in the books than the movies. And the 2 new books with their host of new characters really helped me to get into Darth Vader's head. It also hints of the hope that is to come.

Even though I know that the "spirituality" of Star Wars is not truth, I do have to say that there are definitely some truths that can be taken away and applied. There many instances when those very strong in the force (Obi Wan for example) empty themselves and in essence just let the force fill them and flow through them. If only I could let God's spirit fill me and move me in the same ways. If only I did not have to have so much control.

I was also struck yet again by the power of Satan's lies and how he twists the truth. He whisper a little bit of truth to you but then twists it and fills the rest with lies. So you are confused and don't know what to believe. I found myself yelling at Anakin again and again, "No, don't listen to him!" I think that's why it's great to have a strong support around you to remind you of the truth when you get confused.

One other great thing about reading these books is that now I can maybe remember some names and places in the Star Wars trilogy and contend with my husband in Star Wars Trivia Pursuit. Did I achieve nerd status by reading these books? Only time will tell.

Friday, July 8, 2011

Help Support VOTA!



Vota is a great Christian rock band which we had the pleasure of hearing first a few years ago at a Newsboys concert. They are not super mainstream, but they were good.

They are raising support for the recording of their album and you can help. Check out the video and link to find out more. It's pretty cool though. And if they don't make their goal, you will not be charged anything you contribute.

Monday, June 27, 2011

The 12th Imam

The Twelfth Imam
by Joel C. Rosenberg


I devoured this nearly 500 page book in less than a week. I love books like that. Ones that are so intriguing that you can't bear to put them down. Although I will say that the ending was less than lackluster.

The Twelfth Imam is a fictional story with many facts woven into it. It is a fast paced tale of what it could possibly look like if the Islamic awaited "messiah" comes. I do find it rather interesting that so many are viewing these as the last days. I tend to agree but I find it interesting all the same.

I was not extremely aware of the study of end times from the muslim perspective.  I learned alot. It also continued to grow my heart for these people who so desperately need Jesus. I pray that as extremists grow more and more violent that many will question their faith and Jesus will reveal himself to them.

If you want a political thriller about the end times (it's not anything like left behind), this is your book.

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

Not For Sale

Not for Sale
by David Batstone

This book showcases different stories of modern day human traffiking and slavery. And not just in foreign countries but in your own backyard. It's really eye-opening. It also tells stories of the brave souls that have started organizations and minitries to help the victims of these atrocities. I am amazed at the creativitiy of those who are helping. It gives me hope that maybe I could come up with something I could do to help as well. Most of the people who help the most did not go to school for social justice or politics or anything. They are normal people who were confronted with the horrific truth and chose to act.

As I have been exploring this topic I am faced with pure evil and to be honest sometimes it is so much easier to just look the other way. It doesn't directly affect my every day life so it is easy to forget about or rather choose to ignore. It also doesn't change the fact that I do indeed have to go on with my every day life. So what to do?

One thing that I feel compelled to do is to make others aware. I honestly had no idea some of this stuff went on or still goes on. Part of it is that I didn't pay attention when things were mentioned and the other part is that it doesn't really get all that much media attention considering all the other stupid "news" we are bombarded with. I think if it really got as much attention as it deserves than people would get on board to do something more drastic. I'm not a conspiracy theorist but I do beleive that our government looks the other way on many social issues because of money or influence and hence the media follows.

Another thing I can do is pray. I don't take this lightly and I need to do it more often. Being involved in the advocacy group at our church is a great start, but I definitely want to make it more of a priority in my everyday life as well.

The last thing that I can think of to do is make myself aware. I need to continue to be aware of what's going on. I need to know where what I'm buying is coming from. I need to take stock of what's going on the world. I need to act when I can and control what I can control to help.

It seems like a small thing to do, but for now that's all I feel I can offer. Our world is an evil place and those who say any different obviously have their eyes closed. When a human can treat another human worse than an animal something is wrong. I am thankful that one day these things will no longer exists. There is hope in Christ and I cling to that with all my might.

If you'd like more info about what you can do please visit the websites below.

http://christianadvocacynow.org/ (can help you learn how to pray or start a group at your church)
http://www.ijm.org/ (International Justice Mission)

If you have any other ideas of what one can do to help please feel free to comment.

Saturday, June 4, 2011

Terrify No More

Terrify No More
by Gary A. Haugen (president of International Justice Mission)


Despite what you may think of first by reading the title, this book has nothing to with  terrorism as we think of it today. However, it does deal with a terrible atrocity that has been going on and I'm sure still goes on in many parts of the world. That atrocity is injustice!  Whether it is slave labor, forced prostitution or abuse the International Justice Mission takes on cases like these around the world and they do it quite successfully.

As you read you learn more about the wonderful people that make up this organization and the amazing things God is doing through them. You also learn about the horrific situations that are abundant in the world and that can be at times disheartening. I am extremely thankful that they were very elusive in specific descriptions of the situations these people find themselves in. Though they are forced to come close and personal with the details of these crimes it's not something I think I could handle. As it is you definitely get the picture.

The main story this book follows is that of a raid on a town in Cambodia known for their young girls in brothels. I had no idea places like this existed. I am more familiar with the fact that women feel they have no choice and will sell themselves. I also had heard about girls being sold to do this but in this particular case the girls were young. Very young. Between 5-14 years old. I can hardly imagine that. It's nauseating! It's so difficult to read about these things and not become heart-broken for these little innocent children. I also experience anger at those who could do these things to one of these little ones. It's just another example of evil in this world and I know that it will not always be so. For that I am thankful.

You learn alot about the organization and all that goes into investigations and preparations for such a raid as the one detailed. It's a very rigorous and draining line of work but so worth it when they are able to see the smile on someone's face is set free from bondage literally and often spiritually as well.

This book was written in 2005 and the raid took place in 2003. I know that's a little bit ago but as we all know this world is still an evil place and when one evil is overcome there is plenty more to step in. The work of those fighting injustice will never be complete this side of eternity. Their work is so important and I am so encouraged by the successes.

This is not an easy read! It reads quickly and there is lots of drama and compelling stories, but it's not easy to get through. It will make you want to help. It will make you cry and pray and question God. But those are the exact reasons we need to read books like this. We need to remember what things are important in life. We need to remember that God cares about the least of these. Though we may not see or even know about every injustice going on, about every child forced to do detestable things, about every person in bondage to another, He knows each person by name and cares about them. So when we do learn about them, what do we do? That is the question I am struggling with right now as well.

I know I can pray! I don't know what else I can do at this moment though one day maybe God will answer that question more clearly, but what can you do?

Monday, May 30, 2011

God's Smuggler

God's Smuggler
by Brother Andrew

This book is a must read! It was a wonderful testament to the faithfulness of our God for those that trust and obey. It is convicting, encouraging and a non-stop adventure, which is how much of life is in itself.

It is the story of a poor dutch boy named Andrew and how God used him to smuggle bibles behind the iron curtain and then begin Open Doors. His story is one, like many bible stories that shows how God uses the least of these to do very important kingdom work. All he needs is a willing soul.

It definitely made me want to go to China and bring a few bibles with me to see if they would allow me a few personal bibles that I could manage to leave behind. An interesting thought for sure. This book also challenged my thinking about God's provision. Here was a man that had nothing. And yet God provided for his and his ministries every need every time in every way. I want to trust as much as he did.

I think for the first time I truly grasped what Jesus meant when he said that it is hard for a rich man to enter the Kingdom of God.  Not that I want to be poor but I think it is easier to trust God when you have nothing. You have to trust Him when there is no alternative. But in our country of abundance it's harder for Him to be the first you think of to provide. I mean, I trust God, but I am the one working and paying for food and necessities. We trust ourselves alot more than God. I have to check my heart on that and truly learn what it means to be dependent on God. I know He does not call all of us to a life of missions but He does call us all to be faithful with what He has given us and to trust Him for our provision, however that comes.

This book will definitely help you catch God's vision for world missions and how Jesus and His word are life-changing. I would encourage you to check out the Open Doors website as well. They are doing some great work around the world. I pray that our faith would be increased as we read another story of a hero of the faith!

Monday, May 16, 2011

Percy Jackson & The Olympians Grand Finale

Percy Jackson & The Olympians: The Titans Curse, The Battle of the Labyrinth and The Last Olympian
by Rick Riordian
I finished off the last 3 books in this series one after another. I was so captivated by the story that I couldn't wait to see how it would all unfold. Would Percy be the demi-god in the great prophecy? So many unknowns!


Each story was unique in the challenges that were faced and the decisions that had to be made. All the while you are always pulling for Percy who does have a good head on his shoulders and wants to do right by his family and friends. 


I don't want to give the end away but it does keep you guessing right to the very end. Overall I was very satisfied with this series. Though as I mentioned before it does make me very happy to have a God who does not need advice from kids to make good decisions.

Monday, May 2, 2011

The Invsible Man

The Invisible Man
H.G. Wells

This was a nice short read and surprisingly not all that difficult to understand. I had never heard much about this short novel before but I know it is somewhat of a classic so I thought I would give it a shot. It was intriguing and basically seemed to boil down to a science experiment not so thoroughly worked out before executed.

We’ve all thought that it would be kind of neat to be invisible at one time or another. But much like the man in the story I think we attribute other factors along with our invisibility as we imagine it. We also don’t think we will be able to be heard, which in fact you can be if invisibility is your only superpower. It’s quite interesting his experiment in becoming invisible and he takes a much more scientific look at the idea than a fantastical magic cape sort of deal.

One thing that I did not quite understand was the invisible man’s temper. I can see his frustration at times but he has an awful temper which ultimately I think is his demise. He might have had quite a nice unusual, but semi-normal existence if he had not been power-hungry, selfish and completely mad.

Saturday, April 16, 2011

Percy Jackson & the Olympians

Percy Jackson & The Olympians (Books 1 & 2)
The Lightning Thief & The Sea of Monsters
by Rick Riordan

I feel the need for a disclaimer. These are works of fiction. I do not believe in greek gods any more than I believe there is a land called Narnia or that Harry Potter's world exists. These are fiction books telling a fascinating story.  That being said I think that parents should again discuss these things with their kids. I found it pretty cool actually to be thankful that our God is not like the greek gods which are way too much like humans for my liking. We have a God who never leaves us, who loves us. He's not a God confined to the sea or sky. He is God of everything and controls all. He is not limited in any way. We have an awesome God!


Ok, so back to the books. I devoured the first book. I really enjoyed the epic story that Riordan unfolds. Percy Jackson is a "normal" kid who has trouble in school. He is dyslexic and has ADHD and that makes it hard for him. But all that changes when he finds out he is a half-blood. His dad is a greek god apparently. This knowledge puts him in incredible danger. He ends up on a quest with another half blood and satyr to find Zeus' missing lighting bolt and spare the world of the war that will ensue if he fails. 


It was a fun read because some of the characters they run into are ones I remember learning about in greek mythology growing up. It's a great tool to use for teaching that class. There were monsters and creatures and gods and lots of action around every corner. And at the end of the book you close it knowing that it's only the beginning and wanting to find out how the rest of the story will play out.  Which is why I had to read book 2 right away.


(Sidenote: forget about the movie. It was so awful I barely made it through. They changed so much of the plot and it was not nearly as good as the book. Too many significant changes)


Book 2 did not let me down. This time Percy learns of a half brother he has. Things at the half-blood camp are getting bad and he, his brother and friend Annabeth find themselves on a another journey to rescue their friend Grover the satyr and find the only hope to rescue the camp. They run into plenty more traps and monsters and close calls with death. 


The story continues to develop though and I continue to be as curious as Percy about the prophecy that may or may not be about him. As evil continues to grow stronger what adventures will these half-bloods encounter next. I can barely stand the suspense. 

Diary of a Wimpy Kid Rodrick Rules

Diary of a Wimpy Kid Rodrick Rules
by Jeff Kinney

This is the last review I will do for this series unless something changes. I might finish it out only because I am curious to see if the author makes any positive changes as the story goes on and the boys grow. Plus they read super quick so it might take me all of a few days to finish it. 


I have been extremely disappointed in this series so far. I really do like the concept but it's a shame that what it is teaching middle schoolers is that parents are completely clueless and life is always unfair. It teaches that doing the right thing is over-rated and even when you treat your friends really bad they will still be your friends. 


These characters have no sense of morals though they it does say they go to church. Obviously it's not a faith that makes a difference to them or their parents. Though the mom does take some disciplinary measures in this book the dad is a complete pushover. 


I just don't like the characters. They are mean and always looking out for themselves. I really just don't see anything worthwhile in these books that would make them good reading for young people. If your child is reading them I would suggest you do as well and talk to them about what's going on in the story. 


My verdict is sadly disappointed in a great concept gone wrong.

That Hideous Strength

That Hideous Strength (Space Trilogy Book 3)
by C. S. Lewis
I managed to finish this book in a week, which seemed a monumental task to me considering the weight of the subject matter. Now I had read the book in college but oddly enough I didn't remember very much of it. 

Of the 3 books in the trilogy this was my least favorite which is really a bummer since it's the one I've now read twice as well. Oh well. There was a funny sentence in the book that I will mention later that gave me pause to think. I know I have mentioned before how wordy I think that Lewis can be. This book was no exception. However there was much more science garble in this read which led to me read and re-read sometimes up to 3 times certain paragraphs and still not really grasp what was being said. I think I took away the generally idea and that was ok with me. 

This story actually takes place on Earth. Ransom finds himself with a cast of characters on his team "fighting" the evil that has presented itself in the name of science and the progression of humanity, namely one very evil group that has pretty much taken over a small college town and is on the verge of something much larger. British history comes into play as both sides are anticipating the awakening of Merlin (the wizard of King Arthur's Day). This is where it gets a little cheesy and just goofy to me. By the end of the story I feel let down. Good wins, as always but the story just seems to get a little strange and ends abruptly almost like he ran out of time to write the end. I know that's not the case but I can't say I was a huge fan.

One thing I will take away from this book though is a thought for all of us women to consider. I'm sure our husbands will be very glad if we do. Two women are conversing about their marriages and one, Ivy, a younger woman and newly married is recounting a conversation she had a while back with an older woman married a long time, Mother Dimble.

"I remember one day - it was before you came - Mother Dimble was saying something to the Doctor; and there he was sitting reading something, you know the way he does, with his fingers under some of the pages and a pencil in his hand - not the way you or I'd read - and he just said, 'Yes dear,' and we both of us knew he hadn't been listening. And I said, 'There you are, Mother Dimble,' said I, 'that's how they treat us once they're married. They dont' even listen to what we say,' I said. And do you know what she said? 'Ivy Maggs,' said she, 'did it ever come into your mind to ask whether anyone could listen to all we say?' Those were her very words. 

A good question to ask I'd say!

Sunday, March 27, 2011

A Few Short Reads for the Kids

The Tale of Despereaux

by Kate DiCamillo.

What a cute little story. I pretty much read it in one setting. I forgot how fast kids books can go. It’s about a little mouse who was not afraid to be himself and live like knight with chivalry and honor and courage. This does not bode well for him in the mouse community but eventually he manages ok. I dont’ want to give too much away, but there is also a rat, a princess, a king, a chef, a genie and soup involved in this little tale. 



by Jeff Kinney


I found myself wanting to read this book aloud to my husband, which I actually did for a short time, but he lost interest fast. I was so enjoying being transported back to middle school and contemplating the way kids minds work. All of us can relate to some degree. I found the comics amusing as well. While, overall it was a cute concept and the main charcters did end up friends again in the end I did not like some of the decisions that the main character made. He treated his best friend terribly. I know not all middle schoolers made good decisions all the time, the way I know I don’t make good decisions all the time. I just couldn’t really relate to the kind of relationship he had with his “best” friend. I expect more. Hopefully as he grows and the series continues their relationship will become less one-sided. We’ll see.

Immanuel's Veins

Immanuel's Veins
by Ted Dekker




All you Twilight lover’s out there, read this book. Not only is it a book about creatures of the night and a love story but it actually has redeeming qualities and is a book that you can learn a little more of God’s character by reading. You can’t really say that about the Twilight series though to be fair, that was never the intent. 


I love reading Dekker because once you start reading you never want to put the book down. This story follows two male characters of the Russian military sent to protect two daughters of a high class dwelling. They find themselves in some awkward situations from the get go when a “family” from nearby attend a party at the girls residence. There are some strange things going on with the Vlad clan (the man in charge is named Vlad). As one daughter gets caught up in the revelry going on at the mysterious other house we are left trying to figure out what is truly going on. The other daughter holds out for a while but certain events draw her in as well. Will anyone be able to resist and face the evil at hand? 
I definitely recommend this read, especially if you were a fan of the Twilight series or if you just like stories that are a little creepy in general.

Perelandra

Perelandra 
by C.S. Lewis
Book number 2 in the Sci-Fi trilogy by Lewis was one that took me a little more push for me to get through. At times it was very wordy but it did bring up some great thinking points. 
In this book Ransom is whisked away to Venus or Perelandra. He sent for an unknown mission. After much exploration he comes face to face with evil and must do what he can to protect the innocence of this new planet and it’s inhabitants. It was almost like reading the creation story and the fall of man story again only with an interesting twist. How much simpler things could be if we could get back to that state of innocence we had before the fall. One day we will have that clean slate. I await that day. 
Below are some quotes I found myself dwelling on as I read: 
In the beginning as Ransom is explaining his upcoming mission to a friend he says,  “Don’t imagine I’ve been selected to go to Perelandra because I’m anyone in particular. One never can see, or not til long afterwards, why any one was selected for any job. And when one does, it is usually some reason that leaves no room for vanity. Certainly, it is never for what the man himself would have regarded as his chief qualifications.” 
I thought this was an excellent quote in regards to how God deals with us. How many times God uses us in unexpected ways so He gets all the glory! He certainly did it in the bible and still does today. It’s not because of who we are that He uses us, but because of who He is. As the Lord says to Paul and to all of us in 2 Corinthians 12:9, “ My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.”
“There are jobs, you know, where it is essential that one should not know too much beforehand...things one might have to say which one couldn’t say effectively if one had prepared them.”
This was a great reminder as to why its probably better that we don’t know all of God’s plans ahead of time. It helps us depend on him and trust him more, and isn’t that probably the idea anyway. Sometimes, that’s a hard one to swallow. I would like to be the more prepared type. 
This next quote is a conversation between ransom and the Queen of the Island. Remember that it is an island untouched by evil at this point. 
“What you have made me see”, answered the lady, “is as plain as the sky, but I never saw it before. Yet it has happened every day. One goes into the forest to pick food and already the thought of one fruit rather than another has grown up in one’s mind. Then, it may be, one finds a different fruit and not the fruit one thought of. One joy was expected and another is give. But this I had never noticed before - that the very moment of the finding there is in the mind a kind of thrusting back, or setting aside. The picture of the fruit you have not found is still, for a moment before you. And if you wished - if it were possible to wish - you could keep it there. You could send your soul after the good you had expected, instead of turning it to the good you had got. You could refuse the real good; you could make the real fruit taste insipid by thinking of the other.” 
How completely profound is that! God is good. Even though our world is evil and bad things happen we can trust that God is in control and will never leave us for a moment. So really isn’t everything that comes our way good? Or at least, will turn out for good as God promises. So instead of wishing for the “good” we desire. We should be thankful for the “good” we receive. What a great definition of contentment or rather discontentment. We can make what we have seem less by dwelling on what we don’t have. I like it. 
So 2 books down, 1 to go. Like I said earlier, it was a little harder to get through this book but I think it was worth the trek for the gems of wisdom and understanding that I was able to explore. Onward....

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Out of the Silent Planet

Out of the Silent Planet
by C. S. Lewis

I love C.S. Lewis. Ever since I read the Lion, Witch and the Wardrobe in 6th grade I have been fascinated with the wide imagination and extremely intellectual mind of this author. In college I had taken a British literature class and had to read one of the books in his sci-fi trilogy. Ever since then I have wanted to read the others but never got around to it, until now.

Out of the Silent planet is book one in this 3 book series of interplanetary adventures. I am not normally one for much science fiction though I will admit the imaginary planets are quite fascinating. This book introduces us to Ransom and how his adventures all began.

It takes you to another world where earth, the silent planet, is not the center of the universe. It helps you see man in a new light, more objectively. It certainly showcases the evil that lurks in our world and in our hearts. It reminds us of an unseen world around us that we often forget about.

I look forward to reading the next two books to see what adventures await.

Choosing To See


Choosing to See
by Mary Beth Chapman

Why does God allow suffering and pain? Why does he allow terrible things to happen? Aren’t these questions we all struggle with? This side of eternity we may never have answers as to why God allowed certain things to happen in our lives and the lives of others. But “Choosing to See” portrays a view of looking past circumstances to “see” glimpses of eternity.

Mary Beth gives a very honest look at what it means to be a Christian and yet struggle with doubts. She tells her story in a transparent and heart warming way. You will laugh and cry with her as she gives you an inside look to the drama of her life as God unfolded it step by step.

If you have dealt with pain the past or are currently dealing with it this is not a cure all book for you. However, it does point to the One who can heal and comfort you despite the pain. It points to the One who can turn beauty into ashes and who promises that all things will work together for good.

I really enjoyed reading this book despite my tears. It challenged me to be a more authentic person, it gave me great insight into the world of adoption, introduced me to an amazing ministry and allowed me to grasp onto the hope that God is sovereign despite everything.

Check out the link below for more on the adoption / ministry organization they started.

Monday, January 17, 2011

Unlocked

Unlocked
by Karen Kingsbury

I received this book for Christmas from my in-laws and was excited to start reading it since I forgot to bring a book with me for our Christmas vacation. I have heard of Karen Kingsbury and know she is quite a popular author, though I had never read any books by her before. After reading this I am eager to check out more she has written because this was a most excellent book.

I don’t want to give everything away because I would encourage you to read it for yourself, but I can give a brief synopsis. The story is about a family with a boy with autism and a school with kids like most schools today. The boy is definitely higher functioning but as a girl from his past befriends him he starts to show signs of progress. It’s a really beautiful story of how we all need to look beyond the surface and love people the way that God sees and loves them.

Random Musings from my Reading:

Bullying is horrific and really needs to stop! I wish there was a cure all but I know that bullying is as old as time and not something that can be controlled completely. However, I wish there were more consequences or more adults willing to get involved. It’s really sad. Especially with the rate of teen suicide as high as it is today. When will it end? I know that teens don’t necessarily think things through completely and that’s part of the problem, but the bigger part is us not doing our part to love like we should.

Along with that problem of bullying is, I think, an undeserved and ridiculous emphasis on sports in our society. I don’t think it’s fair to say that all athletes are bullies. But I do think that sports figures in society and even at the school level if they are good enough get “special” treatment. Don’t get me wrong, I like sports. I played sports throughout my schooling. I just think that our society as a whole has some things very backwards. You see it in the pros especially with athletes making exorbant amounts of money. It’s such a huge business now! But you know what, odds are not many of us are going pro and we need those math, science geeks in our society to contribute. We need those muscians to bring us soothing tunes to help us get through the day. We need those ordinary people like myself to work and do ordinary jobs so the world keeps turning. We need to appreciate each gift and talent and cultivate it and not just focus on one thing. Ok, I’ve said my piece on that.

My last thought is on autism. This book especially struck a cord with me since my husband works with kids with autism. I don’t spend any time around them but I get to hear all his stories. This book was really eye opening to me on just how diverse a disorder autism really is. It was also a struggle to read what the families with these children go through. We know that God works together all things for good, but I have to admit it would be a real struggle if it was me and my child in that situation. One of the cool things though that I have heard about and read again in this book is that autistic kids really do comprehend and understand more about the world around them then I think we realize. And there are sometimes “keys” if you will, that can unlock the world of communication to them.

Go check out this book and be prepared for a journey into your own heart.....

The Joy of Fearing God

The Joy of Fearing God
by Jerry Bridges

“The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom; all who follow his precepts have good understanding. To him belongs eternal praise.” - Psalm 111:10

We heard a sermon a while back on the fear of the Lord, but I came away still unsure exactly what this “fear” looked like in a practical sense. I borrowed this book from a friend and I have to say I think it definitely shed some light on the issue.

So this fear we are to have is not an afraid kind of fear but is described as “filial fear” - an indescribable mixture of reverence, fear, pleasure, joy and awe which fills our hearts when we realize who God is and what He has done for us. This kind of fear is what gives us proper perspective in life and helps us keep our priorities strait. Our main goal in life should be glorifying the God whom we fear because of who He is and what He has done for us.

Some of the ways we fear God is by dwelling on his nature. This is one of my favorites and it was neat to know that it pleases God. Just thinking about the grandeur of God is incredible. Seeing the natural world and wonders of the intricacies of life always brings my thoughts to God. I will never understand how any can say there is no Creator. And then I look up in the sky and see a billion + stars (at least in North Carolina). Wow, God, Wow! He is so big. He also rules the nations and holds everything in his hand. We can never truly understand His ways.

One of the ways I still need to grow in this area of fearing God is trusting that He is sovereign despite circumstances. I know that things often go a way different to what I hope or plan for. I have a choice to make. I can get upset or as the book says, I can “bow before God, whose infinite wisdom and sovereign power somehow, in ways we don’t understand cause all these events to work together for His glory and our good.” I definitely could stand to dwell on that more.

This next quote from the book made me cringe because I know that I’m not there yet. “Occasionally we hear that some public event has been ‘canceled to circumstances beyond our control.’ The fact is, however, that all circumstances are beyond our control. We are absolutely dependent on God for the carrying out of our plans. The person who fears God not only acknowledges this, but delights to do so. He or she finds great joy in realizing our dependance on the moment-by-moment care of our loving, sovereign, heavenly Father.” Do I delight in my dependence on God. I probably find myself complaining more than delighting. I will be working on that his year for sure!

We also glorify God by enjoying Him which is another cool thought. God wants us to enjoy Him and His gifts. He is our provider and protector. He guides us and shows us great love and compassion. I need to enjoy God and what He is doing and continues to do in my life. He is so good.

I’ll leave you with a few other quotes from the book that really stood out to me. They are actually quotes from JI Packer but they were in this book and they are really good. Dwell on these thoughts and they will lead you to dwell on the one who enables us to think and fear Him.

“Living becomes an awesome business when you realize that you spend every moment of your life in the sight and company of an omniscient, omnipresent Creator.” -Packer, Knowing God

“The prayer of a Christian is not an attempt to force God’s hand, but a humble acknowledgement of helplessness and dependence. When we are on our knees, we know that it is not we who control the world; it is not in our power, therefore, to supply our needs by our own independent efforts; every good thing that we desire our ourselves and for others must be sought from God, and will come, if it comes at all, as a gift from His hands.” - Packer, Evangelism and the Sovereignty of God